I don't know when it happened........or how. Everything was plodding along great..well fine, and then all of a sudden- there's that gaping big hole. The one that makes you feel completely hollow inside, like you just go through the motions- but there's nothing there. Once upon a time I was a happy, bubbly fun person to be around. Not now. When did everything go wrong? I kind of just want to go to bed and never wake up- I hate this feeling............I feel dead on the inside. I don't remember the last time I genuinely laughed......not just pretended because everyone else was. I don't remember the last time I was glad to be me. I don't know how to fix it.......or if I can even be bothered. I doesn't matter, I'm so over it.
Ciao bella.
Ral...xo
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It does fucking matter..
it matters to me...you matter to me
more than I think you realise..
and yes I will pick you up when you fall, I will hold you when its just all too much...and I will make you happy again..
thats my mission in life now..and I know when you are pretending..
dont fuck with me woman..or it's you me in the carpark now.
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